Letter to Heaven

Dear God, 

You and your son are phony cunts

Wishing you well,

Nonbeliever 

"Hey little girl is your daddy home

Did he go and leave you all alone

I got a bad desire

I'm on fire"

"Tell me now baby is he good to you

Can he do to you the things that I do

Oh no I can take you higher

I'm on fire"

"Sometimes it's like someone took a knife

Baby edgy and dull 

And cut a six inch valley through the middle of my soul

"At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet

And a freight train running through the middle of my head

Only you can cool my desire

I'm on fire"

Letter to Jesus

Dear Jesus,

You don't exist

Sincerely,

Another nonbeliever

God Won't Win

I might just kill her

Stab her non existent heart with my sharp knives

But for now her I'll just kill her with my words

Hoping that karma will come through

If there is a God, I will pray that the cockroaches of the world

Will not survive the nuclear war

She is the leader of the cockroaches

And even if I must fight God for his thrown 

Just to throw her into Hell

So be it, I will stomp and trample you 

Like the worthless bug you are

And So the World Turns

And so the world turns

Along with my vision, along with my thoughts

All swallowed                   up by the dizziness

He is no friend of mine

The sound of the telephone 

And the sound of the television

Morph together and become the blur

Make it stop

I'll soon throw up

Sorrisos

What does a smile say?

Hello.....

I missed you.....

I love you.....

You're cute....

You're funny....

I'm utterly and completely 

Happy

How nice a smile is. 

I really liked this painting. It's Mother Teresa of Calcutta, and she looks utterly and completely happy. Like she knows the secrets of the world. 

The painting is by Dan Lacey. Painter of Pancakes.

And to paint such wonderful and joyful people must mean that he is utterly and completely happy. And he wants to share that happiness with his canvas. 

I only dream that one day, even for just a minute. That I will be utterly and completely happy. And that my smile will tell you exactly how I'm feeling.