Monday, May 25, 2009

You Might Not Feel This Way Tomorrow

Goodbye momma goodbye to you too pa
Little sister you'll have to wait a while to come along
Goodybye to this house and all it's memories
We just got too old to say we're wrong

Got to make one last trip to my bedroom
Guess I'll have to leave some stuff behind
It's funny how the same old crooked pictures
Just don't seem the same to me tonight
There ain't no use in sheding no more tears mamma
There ain't no use in shouting at me pa
I can't live no longer with your fears mamma
I love you but that hasn't helped at all

Each of us must do the things that matter
All of us must see what we can see
It was long ago you must remember
You were once as young and scared as me

I don't know how hard it is yet mamma
When you relaize you're growning old
I know how hard is not to be younger
I know you've tried to keep me from the cold

Thanks for all you done it may sound hollow
Thank you for the good times that we've known
But I must find my own road now to follow
You will all be welcome in my home

Got my suitacse I must go now
I don't mind about the things you said
I'm sorry Mom I don't know where I'm going
Remember little sister look ahead

Tomorrow I'll be in some other sunrise
Maybe I'll have someone at my side
Mamma give your love back to your husband
Father you've have taught we well goodbye
Goodbye Mamma goodbye to you too pa 


Child's Song by Tom Rush

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Letter to Heaven

Dear God, 

You and your son are phony cunts

Wishing you well,

Nonbeliever 
"Hey little girl is your daddy home
Did he go and leave you all alone
I got a bad desire
I'm on fire"

"Tell me now baby is he good to you
Can he do to you the things that I do
Oh no I can take you higher
I'm on fire"

"Sometimes it's like someone took a knife
Baby edgy and dull 
And cut a six inch valley through the middle of my soul

"At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire"

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Monday, December 22, 2008

Letter to Jesus

Dear Jesus,

You don't exist

Sincerely,

Another nonbeliever
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God Won't Win

I might just kill her
Stab her non existent heart with my sharp knives
But for now her I'll just kill her with my words
Hoping that karma will come through
If there is a God, I will pray that the cockroaches of the world
Will not survive the nuclear war
She is the leader of the cockroaches
And even if I must fight God for his thrown 
Just to throw her into Hell
So be it, I will stomp and trample you 
Like the worthless bug you are




Thursday, December 18, 2008

And So the World Turns

And so the world turns
Along with my vision, along with my thoughts
All swallowed                   up by the dizziness
He is no friend of mine
The sound of the telephone 
And the sound of the television
Morph together and become the blur
Make it stop
I'll soon throw up